Lynx,
I'd be sorry to see you go. Honestly I would. We are principally a community of gamers who have got together to play whtever is most popular. BF2 is very popular at the moment which is why we have had to impose the roster in order to maintain a quality team.
We have tried to set up a system within the community to cater for everyones needs and I think we are doing this in the right way. I know you missed out on the friendly the other night but there's going to be another this Sunday (hopefully) and there will be more in the future.
I can understand that if you want to get straight into a competing clan in a league then this might not be the best place to look. If however you just want a bunch of mates who play competetively amongst themselves and have regular friendlies against organised clans then we can sort this for you.
We are a community first. There is no obligation and you are free to come and go/take a break whenever you feel you need to.
As we grow and there are more people playing whatever game is being played then if you have the drive to set up a clan as you have mentioned then you are welcome. You just need to go about it the right way.
If you fancy a chat then get in touch mate. I'm available on xfire (phatbambi), Teamspeak or you could PM me if you want.
Cheers,
pHatBambi.